Chapter 7: Cold Barrier

A day ends and the uncertain tomorrow is taking baby steps into the now. The tomorrow will be bearing gifts that might change a person’s point of view on the world. Fraud, love, hate and betrayal. You think you know what it’s all about, when you really don’t have a clue.
People take their last breath the next day and inhale that first amount of air. Life goes on no matter what, or at least that’s what we like to think.

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Chapter 6 "Distant Memory" of Indivisible

Chapter 6: Distant Memory


The sun was setting. It was a beautiful afternoon just like every other in Newport. But there was something different with this sunset. It was like the sunrays were reaching for something, and didn’t want to disappear down the horizon. But the more the rays stretched and glowed, reflected in the sea, the more it vanished into nowhere.


Marissa lay curled up on the garden bench, watching the sun intently. It was almost dark now, but a few rays of sunlight were still to discover, hitting her body, throwing a heavenly glow upon her.


She sighed, content. In some way, the sun was a comfort to her, making her cold skin and goose bumps disappear. But the glowing star was just a replacement of something far bigger, not in physical size, but to her. Ryan had been gone a while now. He said he needed to think, clear his mind. Apparently he wanted to be alone. She didn’t blame him. She knew this was hard on him. But she wanted him to open up to her, ‘unburden his soul’ as Seth had referred it to.


Her body shivered slightly, but she wasn’t ready to let go. She needed something to keep her warm, the house just felt chilly since Ryan left. She didn’t know why. Maybe it was her imagination. As the minutes passed by, she felt her body grow weaker, and soon sleep got the best of her.




Ryan had been walking along the beach, allowing the cool air and salt cent refresh him. He still couldn’t wrap his head around it. Lindsay and Trey; together. But how? He needed to come in contact with either. He was assuming they hadn’t planned to let the news travel all the way to him, at least so soon. Soon? God knows how long they’d been engaged.


He kicked the sand with his foot, frustrated they would keep something like this from him. But on the other hand they weren’t exactly involved in his life. Nor he in theirs, but still. He was his brother and she was his ex girlfriend. The all too familiar word echoed through his mind. ‘Awkward’.


His thoughts drifted to the person back home. Why couldn’t he share this with her? They had to be able to talk to each other. Firstly, they were married. Secondly, they were expecting. A little smile managed it’s way across his face. Expecting. The word had never meant anything to him, now it meant the world.


He drew a deep breath. Through this cruel world there was the most beautiful thing planted in his life. He wanted to tell her that, being able to tell her everything. He knew he could, he just had to let her in.




Ryan walked silent into the house the only sound being made was the noise his keys made to the wooden surface when he dropped them there.


It was almost dark inside, you could only see the tips of the sunrays sticking up behind the ocean. Ryan decided to stop by the backyard to get a final look at the sunset and then head up to Marissa, who most likely was lying fast asleep in their bed.


He stepped outside to find a shadow cast beneath their bench. He walked closer to find Marissa on the wooden Victorian bench, her eyes closed and chest steadily heaving up and down. She was curled up in a ball, her hand resting on her flat stomach. Ryan thought she looked like a little innocent girl, isolated from the harsh reality.


He seated himself on the bench and had to lift Marissa’s head into his lap to make space. His eyes diverted down to her as he stroked her hair. Just sitting there with Marissa was the unspoken promise that everything was going to be alright, she was all he needed.


Feeling her head shift position and someone repeatedly stroking her hair, Marissa’s eyelids opened, and here eyes curiously gazed up at the person who had stopped stroking her hair and was now looking down at her with a slight smile of affection on his face.


“How long have we been sitting like this?”


“Far from long enough.”


Marissa smiled and pulled at his shirt. “Come here,” she whispered, drawing him down to her.


She smiled into the kiss as she felt Ryan take a hold of her head with his left hand as the other placed itself behind her neck, lifting her up to him. She herself craned her arms so they were almost around his neck – seeing as she couldn’t reach all the way around.


Ryan grabbed her back and pulled her up so she was sitting in his lap. They kissed harder and more passionate, longing for each other.


“You’re cold,” Ryan mumbled against her lips.


“M-m” Marissa shook her head slightly. “Not anymore.” She smiled warmly at him as they pulled apart from the kiss, but their faces still dangerously close, breathing on each other.


“You have no idea how much I love you,” Ryan spoke, softly whispering.


Marissa just closed her eyes, a small smile written on her face, savouring the feeling Ryan gave her by uttering those powerful words. When she opened them a few seconds later the feeling Ryan had given her still lingered.


“I love you too,”she said, barely above a whisper.


Marissa swore she could see a twinkle in Ryan’s eyes.


“Come on,” he said affectionately as he lifted her up in his arms.


“You know, I’m perfectly capable to walk on my own.” She smiled at him.


“Yeah, but what would be the fun in that?”


“Hmm …” Marissa pretended to be wondering. “Guess we’ll never find out, huh?”


“Nope” Ryan replied quickly.


Marissa let out a short giggle and leaned her head on his shoulder as he started walking towards the house.


When Ryan had reached the door to their bedroom, Marissa was asleep. He laid her gently on the bed, before changing and joining her. He pulled an arm around her stomach, and was surprised to see her lying there, eyes wide open.


He placed a tender kiss on her neck before whispering in her ear.


“Wanna talk about it?”


She just shook her head a little, fighting back the tears which were threatening to surface. She closed her eyes tightly, not wanting to show him how weak she was. After clearing her throat shortly, she spoke the words furthest away from the truth;


“I’m fine, it’s nothing.”


She was trying to reassure him, but he wasn’t biting, not like he had the first time for that matter. He hated to push her, force it out of her, but he could tell she was pained by something.


“You can tell me,” was the simple four words that echoed in her mind after being spoken.


She turned around so she was facing him. Ryan dropped his arm from her waist and caressed her cheek with his hand lovingly.


“Tomorrow?” she questioned hopefully.


He nodded vaguely.


One single tear poured out of her eye. She pulled a weak smile, trying to cover it up.


Ryan stared intently in her eyes. He traced his finger down the evidence of something he was yet to discover, never leaving her eyes. He wanted her to know that he was there for her, and that he’d always protect her.


She turned around, pulling his arm around her. A bare sniff was audible. She closed her eyes, and let the wetness from her eyes embrace her cheeks. She didn’t want to fight it anymore, she wanted to let it all out, to finally be free again.


Question was the consequences of her actions.


Another update of my old fic (which is still being written). Reviews really get me inspired, and I haven't written any more on this story since Christmas because of lack of motivation, but I really want this piece to have a proper ending.

This is a reaction after Summer's outburst, and it reveals more about how the revelation is connected with a certain character (and no, it isn't Ryan).

Please enjoy!

Chapter 5: Questions and Answers

“Lindsay and Trey are engaged!”

 It was like Summer’s outburst had blown out all signs of life in the room. Summer felt responsible when she saw the looks on everybody’s faces. Pale and blank. She didn’t dare say anything else at the moment, afraid she might cause more destruction. 

She saw Seth who for once where in complete shock, with no promises of words being spoken. Summer just kept staring at the hard wood floor, not daring facing the others. Marissa honestly couldn’t tell what the two of them were thinking at this state in time. She couldn’t even process her own thoughts properly.


But when her two sky blue eyes landed on the figure sitting beside her, she immediately knew what was going on in his mind. Other people witnessing this scene would’ve thought otherwise, because Ryan’s face had no emotion whatsoever, and his eyes were locked on the wall in front of him. It was painful for her to watch, because she knew he was hurting. Not the normal kind of hurt when you fall and scratch your knee, but the hurt that’s tearing you apart piece by piece, deep inside. Marissa was sure he was a mess, even though he was good at not exposing it. Underneath his stern looking face, he was angry, frustrated and last but not least confused.


Ryan was in a deep daydream. The one where you are fighting against yourself and constantly loose time after time. Okay it was a bit absurd, and he was so not expecting something like this, but he was cool with it right? Cool with it. Who was he trying to fool? His brother, who mysteriously ran away when he was in Miami all those years ago, was in a relationship with his ex? He couldn’t even picture them together. This hard working girl who never did anything wrong was involved with the ultimate bad boy, who never did a good thing in his life. He hadn’t heard from Lindsay since she left for Chicago with her mom when he was only 17.


Marissa’s warm and gentle voice brought him back to the presence.


 “Trey Atwood is engaged to Lindsay Gardner?”


Summer was still afraid of opening her mouth and form words, so she just nodded carefully.


“How did you find out about this?” Marissa’s voice was the only thing that kept Ryan focused, and not willing to escape in his own little world where nothing could hurt him.


Summer bit her lip. Talking had always been her strong suit, but now that ability seemed to have shrunk into something abnormally small. She took the guts to answer, and lifted her eyes from the floor.


“I overheard a conversation Caleb was having on the phone.” Woah, that wasn’t hard at all. Summer felt as if she had underestimated herself, and her self confidence was now growing stronger by each second that flew by.


Marissa narrowed her eyes at Summer suspiciously. The dark haired brunette took this as her cue to continue.


“As I was saying, Caleb was talking on the phone,” Summer began, trying to convey the news to the others as gently as possible. “And then he suddenly broke out into this huge announcement, asking her if she was engaged with ‘another’ Atwood, and he didn’t sound too pleased either.”


“She?” Marissa questioned.


“Well, yeah, because he said Lindsay’s name at the end of their conversation.” Summer felt more at ease now, knowing she had thrown it all out there, and not having to keep it to herself.


“Then Lindsay would become your sister in-law!” Seth broke out, having now managed to process what Summer had explained to them, referring to Ryan. Summer elbowed him in the ribs.


“What?” Seth said in disbelief, not knowing why he deserved that. In return, Summer gave him a deadly glare telling him to shut up, as he obeyed her demands.


Three pair of eyes wandered to Ryan who instantly grew more uncomfortable than he already was. He felt the need to say something, as the six eyes were begging him to do so.


“I don’t know what to say, he confessed. “Or feel for that matter.” Ryan sighed helplessly.


Marissa’s eyes were filled with understanding, not forcing him to say anything yet. She sent a weak smile his way, reassuring him she was okay with it. In the meantime Seth and Summer’s eyes looked at him with pity. Ryan knew they only meant well, but he hated to be looked down on. That’s how he felt when someone pitied him, and it made him feel different. Like an outsider, and he knew all too well how that felt like.


As the lurking silence again swallowed the air they breathed, Summer decided it was time to go.


“We’re going to go,” she abruptly spoke, taking Seth’s hand and discretely getting him off the couch as well as herself.


“Yeah our schedule for they day is completely booked, it’s insane,” Seth rambled. “Oh what do you know!” Seth feigned disappointment. “We’ve overstayed this visit with approximately seven minutes!” Seth looked at his clock in disbelief.


Ryan and Marissa looked at him strangely with raised eyebrows. But deep down they were grateful for Seth’s attempt to kill the awkwardness.


They shared a look them between, agreeing that this was for the best. They needed to be alone right now. Ryan needed to be alone right now.


They followed the other couple to the door where they said their goodbyes. After Ryan had closed the door Marissa rested her hand on the railing, before inhaling deeply. She had put on a fake cover for Seth and Summer, pretending she was alright despite the shocking news, which shouldn’t affect her in any way. She felt extremely guilty now, after realizing the dark secret she would have to come face to face with if Trey and Lindsay got married. The secret she hadn’t shared with anyone. The secret only she and Trey knew about. The rape-attempt. She felt sick now, and she didn’t know if it was because of the supposed baby which she wasn’t even sure existed, or because hiding something like this for Ryan would break them, if he found out. It was all so long ago. She thought it was a bullet proof idea.




It was 2am in the morning and only two hours ago that Trey had tried to rape her. She had gone through a marathon with herself, contemplating if she should tell Ryan or not, or what might happen if she told him. She had come to the conclusion that telling Ryan was a bad, bad, idea. One more time she was given the chance to screw up Ryan’s life. She was tired of making herself his responsibility, someone who couldn’t take care of herself and not being able to handle things on her own.


But tonight that was going to change. With determined steps aiming for the apartment door with the green A to the left. She swallowed thickly as she stood face to face with the white door, not knowing if this was right. God damn it Marissa! You now have a chance to save your relationship with Ryan, and for once not ending up hurting him! She finally gave in to the voice inside her head and raised her right hand, knocking sharply.


She heard footsteps from inside the door being dragged slowly to the door. “He sure didn’t have a problem sleeping afterwards,”, she thought bitterly as sleep was the last thing on her mind.


The nervousness took over her body as the door was opened, revealing a shady looking Trey with bed-hair and a sleepy face. He blinked a few times, adjusting to the light from the street lamp.


“Marissa?” he said confused,  in a tone consisting of disbelief.


“You need to get out of town,” Marissa firmly said, arms crossed over her chest.


“And why is that?” Trey looked amused by Marissa’s behaviour.


“You know damn well why!” Marissa spat. “Or do you want Ryan to find out about our little secret?”


It dawned on Trey. What he had done was soon evident in his mind. He was trying to act cool and calm, but was failing miserably.


“I’ll pack my bags in the morning,” he said, trying to regain confidence.


“Tomorrow’s too late.” Marissa was now beginning to get frustrated. “Ryan gets back in the morning!”


“Woah, chill okay? I’m sure little brother won’t visit me right away when he comes back.” Trey wasn’t too worried now.


“If you don’t leave in an hour I will personally make sure you’ll regret it,” Marissa threatened.


“Okay, okay, I’ll be gone before you know it,” Trey felt defeated. And by his little brother’s girlfriend, of all people.


End flashback


This reminder of the past ran through her head in such a high speed that it only took her a matter of seconds to experience it again.


“You feeling alright?”


Marissa was startled by this question and tried to cover it with a weak smile.


“Yeah I’m fine.”


Ryan sensed she was hiding something from him, but he didn’t want to pressure her, so he was willing to let it go. For now




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Taken from rossignol1984

Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first line a verse from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing they may be.
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. NO GOOGLING.

1.Let me sail, let me sail, let the Orinoco flow.
2.He said “I'm going to buy this place and burn it down”.
3.Cold, cold water, surrounds me now.

5.Mary, carry your babe.

7.Bones are sinking like stones.

9.Tiredness fuels, empty thoughts.

11.Don’t stray, don’t ever go away.
12.Sleep, don’t weep, my sweet love.
13.Your gun went off.
14.Woke up and for the first time the animals were gone.
15.Sing a sad song in a lonely place.
16.Hope, dangles on a string, like slow spin in redemption.
17.I heard that you were home again, but you don’t look like you’re back to me.
18.Picking up the pieces, of the wreck you have left.

20.So you sing a lullaby, to get me to sleep.
21.Woke up cold on Tuesday, I’m looking tired and feeling quite sick.

24.So I look in your direction, but you pay me no attention do you.

Good job on the guessing part, people! :)


I wrote this fan fiction AGES ago, but I haven't posted it on LJ, so I thought I would give it a go. Just to let you know, the first chapters aren't the best I've written (HAHA), but they get better, and longer, as this is the first R/M story I've written.

The first chapters a pretty short, so I have made them into one post, with separate titles indicated each chapter.

I updated this last time in May, so I would very much appreaciate feedback of how I'm doing. Chapter 1 to 4 in this post.

Rating: T (teenagers) because of language
Ownership: I do not own any OC related characters or story lines, just my imagination.

Chapter 1: Sometimes Love Seems so Simple

He watched her sleep, her body rising and lowering steadily. Her golden brown hair spread out on the cream white pillow.

“Like half the sun,” he thought, a little smirk playing at the corner of his lips, threatening to explode. “God I’m so lost in her.”

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Snagged from rossignol1984

Insert your username below and fill in song titles and you have your own playlist.

Blue Light (Bloc Party)
Last Forever (Thirteen Senses)
Under the Tracks (Creeper Lagoon)
Elephant (Damien Rice

Don't Wait (Dashboard Confessional)
Eve, the Apple of My Eye (Bell X1)
Paint the Silence (South)
This Aint a Scene it's an Arms Race (Fall Out Boy)
Halleluja (Imogen Heap)
Sound of Settling (Death Cab for Cutie)

Set your music playlist on random, and fill in the gaps below. Don't cheat!

Opening Credits: “Wait” – Get Set Go
Waking Up: “Banquet” – Bloc Party
First Day at School: “Lazy Days” – Leona Naess
Falling In Love: “Billoddity” – Mojave 3
Fight Song: “Dramamine” – Modest Mouse (doesn’t fit at all!)
Breaking Up: “Pride” – Syntax (doesn’t work well either, considering this is the song where R/M in the OC got back together)
Prom: "The World at Large” – Modest Mouse
Life: “Oceans Away” – the Fray
Mental Breakdown: "Always Love” – Nada Surf (which is such a nice song.. so wrong! Haha)
Driving: “Hands Open” – Snow Patrol
Flashback: "There’s Nothing” – Shout Out Louds
Wedding: "Delicate” – Damien Rice
Birth of Child: "Oh, Sweetheart” – Shout Out Louds
Final Battle: "Same” – Snow Patrol
Death Scene: "The Waydown” – Modest Mouse (the title isn’t too promising)
Funeral Song: "Bluebird of Happiness” – Mojave 3 (nice song, but the “way back home” lines are a bit disturbing)
End Credit: "Compliments” – Bloc Party

Interesting list, is all I have to say, hahaha.

Choose 12 characters of your fandoms, THEN fill out the questions below.

1. Ryan Atwood (the OC)
2. Marissa Cooper (the OC)
3. Meredith Grey (Grey’s Anatomy)
4. Derek Sheperd (Grey’s Anatomy)
5. Izzie Stevens (Grey’s---)
6. Cristina Yang (Grey’s---)
7. J.D. (Scrubs)
8. Elliott (Scrubs)
9. Perry Cox (Dr. Cox) (Scrubs)
10. George O’Malley (Grey’s---)
11. Alex Karev (Greys’s---)
12. Miranda Bailey (Grey’s---)

1. Who would make a better college professor, 6 (Cristina) or 11 (Geroge)? What subjects would they teach?
Cristina, medicine; surgery. I wonder why.

2. Do you think 4 (Derek) is hot? How hot?
Of course! He could work a little on his abs (hahah), but his eyes and smile are love.

3. 12 (Baily) sends 8 (Elliott) on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
To find a missing patient, but she doesn’t succeed. (Couldn’t come up with anything else)

4. What is or would be 9's (Dr. Cox)'s favorite book?
A Guide over All the Insulting Female Names to Call a Man

5. Would it make more sense for 2 (Marissa) to swear fealty to 6 (Cristina), or the other way around?

6. For some reason, 5 (Izzie) is looking for a roommate. Should he share a studio apartment with 9 (Dr. Cox) or with 10 (George)?
With George, no doubt. They’re best friends, and they used to be roommate, but it might be a little weird with George being married and all…. lol

7. 2 (Marissa), 7 (J.D.) and 12 (Dr. Bailey) have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
They bitch about their lives, because no one else listens, at the Hard Rock Café!

8. 3 (Meredith) challenges 10 (George) to a duel. What happens?
George is too much of a coward/gentleman to hit a girl, so Mer slaps him and calls him a wuss while George is mumbling some pathetic excuse.

9. If 1 (Ryan) stole 8 (Elliott)'s most precious possession, how would she get it back?
By simply begging him until he gave in because of all the constant nagging!

10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 (J.D.) and 12 (Dr. Bailey) both attain what they most desire.
The Winning of Everyone’s Respect

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 (Derek) and 1 (Ryan) to work together?
They had to get back with their loved ones (Marissa and Meredith)

12. If 7 (J.D.) visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
I think we would get along really well, because he is such a funny and friendly person! lol

13. If you could command 3 (Meredith) to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
To just plainly point out my life (as she is sooo good with advice to Cristina, hahaha.)

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11 (Alex)?

15. If 2 (Marissa) had to choose sides between 4 (Derek) and 5 (Izzie), which would it be?
Izzie, because in some ways they are alike.

16. What might 10 (George) shout while charging into battle?
I’m an O’Malley for Christ’s sake!

17. If you chose a song to represent 8 (Elliott), which song would you choose?
”Grace Kelly” by Mika!

18. 1 (Ryan), 6 (Cristina) and 12 (Miranda) are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
Bailey, because Cristina can’t afford to offend her boss, and Ryan is too much of a gentleman.

19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 (Marissa) to use on 10 (George)?
I like it when strangers explain my outfit into detail!

20. What would 5 (Izzie) most likely be arrested for?
Bending the rules severely at Seattle Grace, so that a patient’s life ended (but it done with good intentions! lol)

21. What is 6's (Cristina)'s secret?
She doesn’t really want to get married, if it wouldn’t have made Burke so happy (Idk if I’m right here though).

22. If 11 (Alex) and 9 (Perry) were racing to a destination, who would get there first?

24. If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 (J.D.) or 8 (Elliott)?
Elliott, because J.D. would just run like a girl if trouble arised!

Crooked Teeth (don't ask, read the post and you'll get it)

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

What does this year have in store for you?
Unplayed Piano (Damien Rice)

What does your love life look like?
So Here We are (Bloc Party)

What do you say when life gets hard?
Delicate (Damien Rice)

What do you think of when you get up in the morning?
Some Trust (the Fray)

What song will you dance to at your wedding?
Always Love (Nada Surf)

What do you want as a career?
Please Please Please (Shout Out Louds)

Your favorite saying?
My Friend and the Ink (Shout Out Louds)

Favorite place?
Just for Now (Imogen Heap)

What do you think of your parents?
The Blower’s Daughter ( came out a bit perverted. Damien Rice)

Where would you go on a first date?
The Take Over, the Break’s Over (Fall Out Boy)

Drug of choice?
Talking Shit About a Pretty Sunset (Modest Mouse)

Describe yourself:
Stroke (Billy Squier)

The song that will be played at your funeral?
How Good it Can Be (The 88)

What is your state of mind like at the moment?
Such Great Heights (the Postal Service)

The song you'll put as the subject?
Crooked Teeth (Death Cab for Cutie)

Questions about TV shows AKA Ways to Keep Yourself Entertained

I snagged this from rmforeveryoung out of boredom and!

Name your top six TV shows right now, before reading the questions.

2. Grey's Anatomy
3. Desperate Housewives
4. Scrubs
5.Ugly Betty
6. Shark

01. Who is your favourite character from #2? (Grey's Anatomy)

02. Who is your least favourite character from #4? (Scrubs)
Dr. Kelso

03. What would a crossover between #1 and #5 include? (THE OC & Ugly Betty)
Sandy trying to help Betty’s dad getting a green card! (We’re a little behind from the US)

04. Who is your favourite ship from #6? (Shark)
Madeleine & Casey

05. If you were to set one person from #3 and one person from #6 on a blind date, who would they be? (DH & Shark)
Mr. Stark himself with Bree, to piss off Orson!

06. If you could meet one person from #4 and spend the day with them, who would it be, and what would you do? (Scrubs)
Zach Braff! Take him to a stand-up show and watch him live as a comedian! I want to see if he can be as funny in real life! (Although I know he IS funny in reality.)

07. If you could change one thing about #2's plot line, what would you change? (Grey's Anatomy)
George and Callie’s marriage, George and Izzie sleeping together, Denny dying…

08. Explain a relationship between two people (not necessarily romantic) from show #5, and why you like the relationship between them. (Ugly Betty)
Betty and Daniel, because they’re from two different worlds, but are good friends and helps each other.

09. If the lead title characters (first name in the credits) from #1 and #3 were both drowning, and you could only save one, who would it be? (THE OC and DH)
Sandy Cohen of course!

10. If you could change the title characters' order in the credits for #4, what order would you choose? (Scrubs)
I don’t really notice the credits, seeing as they’re rolling when the episodes begins..

11. If you were able to add a new character, any kind of character you wanted, to the storyline for #6, what would the character be like, and what would their role be? (Shark)
Someone who touches Madeleine’s heart and gets her out of her tough shell, even for just a day – probably a teenage girl who are just like her, and has made some mistakes because of her protective nature.

12. What happens in your favourite episode of show #2? (Grey's Anatomy)
In season 3, when Meredith is almost dead, fighting an inner battle with herself, and the scene when Derek comes up from the water with Mer in his arms..

13. If you could kill off one of the characters in #1, who would it be and how would you do it? (THE OC)
Taylor Townsend, definitely! Before she got her grabby claws on Ryan.. She would switch place with Marissa, so she didn’t end up dead. Taylor would be in the accident with Johnny on the cliff, as always trying to butt herself into other people’s lives.

14. If you got the chance to visit the set for either show #3 or show #5, which would you choose? (DH or Ugly Betty)
Desperate Housewives! I would love to meet Eva, and Edie’s newphew…hee.

15. If you could date anyone from any of these shows, which show and which person?
The OC, Ryan Atwood no doubt!xD

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Ryan/Marissa video I made a long time ago. Damien Rice, on of my favorite musicians, plays "the Blower's Daughter" in it.
If you've watched it, please let me know your opinion about it!